neither here nor there......

helo ppl!

it has been extremely tiring 2day...1st it was add maths tuition.....8.00 2 10.30....haish.....again kena perli by d sir....y oh y?btw,i cut my hair redy....kinda good n kinda bad....

bck 2 d tiring day....wen 2 pd.....my grandmum's hse...sumwat boring...didn't see d person i reli wanted 2 c very much bsides sum1 else.....anyway,had fish curry 4 lunch...yummy!

ten wen 2 my uncle's shop....took a can of nescaffe 4 FREE!!!hahax.....it is afterall my dad's bro's shop...so no big deal....ten wen 2 his hse....loved my cuzin bro's hair....kinda ruffled....cool!...played wit his ps2 4 a while...is was quantom of solace....BORING!!!...my bro played sum football game...obviously he lost...hahax...

ten nw i m riting tis post...waiting eagerly 4 my cuzin sis's arrival 4m aussie...yippee!!!....

day b4 yday i had a very interesting conversation wit prandhu...4 lyk 1 hour +....wow!...til 3 sumting in d morning...whoah!

tofu!

as 2009 draws nearer....i m getting xtremely scared.........very very very scared.....i mean hello!....it's spm nex year....then bye bye skul....gosh!....hw sad is tat?

as rihanna said live ur live.....or i m gonna regret it 4eva n eva n eva...bck 2 doomland!!!

tat is not gonna hapen......

i m gonna enjoy my laz year of skul n study so damn freaking hard......so tat thr wun b any regrets.....

i m gonna enjoy my liv!!!!

i watched sesame street on sunday...i noe it is childish but i m not gonna b a kid 4 long......so nw is d chance!

n 4 nw d love of my liv is edward cullen 4m twilight...soooooo beautiful!

haish...

in my dreamz....talking bout my dreamz.....i dreamt of him...oni ting was it was bad....he was chasing me 2 get my blood....urghhhh!.....

not gonna hapen in real live...thank god....

d lion fell in love wit d lamb...

helo!

k...i watchd twilight over d weekend n it was AWESOME!!!i tink practically every1 noes i m totally hooked 2 it...i m gonna get d soundtrack wen i can....all d vampires r juz 2 beautiful....lyk WOW!

i was sick yesterday n now i have a sore throat...i hope i dun sound lyk a frog or sumting...tat wld b BAD!...n i did add maths...sum form 5 stuff...it was FUN...i mean reli it was fun...ten i got annoyed halfway bcuz i was hungry....cn't help it...

4 d past few days i have been tinking bout sumting 2 much....it's making me cry...sob sobzzxxxx...(not reli)....but hell yeah i have been tinking bout it 24/7....on my mind 4eva....n i have oni stopped tinking bout it sumtime tiz afternoon....bcuz i m extremely sure or it....even if i did make a mistake...thr isn't any time 4 regrets....it's 2 late....mayb it isn't but i m making it seem lyk as if it is...darn!

gotta chow 4 now...more add maths waiting 4 me....toodlezz.....

shhhhhhh!

kay seriously....wen hv i been quiet?i mean my add maths tuition sir keeps on saying i m quiet....tat's no true lar wei....i m so talkative....very very talkative.....ask my frens they wil tel u...

it's d hols nw....n i m basically dying 4m boredom....nex year f5 n i shiver at d tot of it,.......scary....

k 4get bout tat nw....i m keeping a huge secret n i m wundering wen i wil say it 2 all.....hmmm....

gtg nw....adios!

Diwali

....~happy diwali~

helo ppl!long time no rit....diwali was awesum...i wen 2 ipoh...it was awesumly fun.....d eve was superb....stayed awake until 4 sumting bcuz of prandhu....it was a dare n i lost....damn!..

had henna done on my hand....quite nice....wil try 2 put in on d blog....

d nex day was diwali.....woke up at 9 n d usual procedure wen on.....oil bath n all.....

ten wen 2 temple n took lotsa pics...blablabla......nit slept at 2 sumting...

d nex day was another tiring day......

2day i didn't go 2 skul....dk wat hapen at skul...haish!

gtg nw.....wil try 2 update d blog sn...adios...xoxo...

new liv....

helo ppl!it has been weeks since i last wrote....4get weeks...it has been 1 month...

liv in seremban has been splendid!....i m in smk puteri seremban nw.....d gurls here r very nice n frenly.....i got lotsa frenz....tat doesn't mean i 4got those in convent....

everyting here has juz been splendid.....new house n everyting....i m still in touch wit my bezfrens n tat is enough 4 me.....

on saturday i wen 2 sunway college......sum skul stuff....craplar...i sat wit janneni in d bus...she's nice....she has d same b'day as me...cool huh....

after d whole sunway college ting i wen 2 sunway piramid....whoohooo!....it was FUN FUN FUN.....

i ganged out wit latha,lalitha,janneni,saranya,ashweena(a very preety gurl),kiru,natasha,rebecca,belinda n sory but i 4got d person's name....we wen in n out of everyu nice shop....practically we were window shopping....

n ten at 4.30 we got in2 d bus d time we suppose 2 get in.....n ten we rmbrd tat we were suppose 2 go 2 starbuckz....

so we got out of the bus n ran 2 starbucks....we saw d teacher at d entrance n she said we had 5minz wich was so not enough....

since we were in a rush we bought d not so expensive coffee wich cost lyk bout 6.50 (do u seriously cal tat not expensive?).......n ten we ran out n i tasted it....n it sucked.....we rmbrd thr was sumting cald sugar so we ran back in grabbed sugar......n ten we ran back 2 d bus.....so a lot of running was involved....

it was 1 of the best days i had.....n nw liv is going on......skul n everyting....i m so waiting 4 sumting......

nyway tat's it 4 nw....gotta chow....

ps:NEVA EVA buy iced coffee americano 4m starbuckz n plz read whr rainbow ends by cecelia ahern.....awesome buk....adios!

puppy luv!

nw tis is puppy luv 4 real....so cute rit....i m in luv wit d puppy.....



i realized in my lazt post..i kinda 4got 2 mention bout my cheese cake..actually i m kinda craving 4 cheese cake rit nw....in luv wit cheese cake...



i m in luv wit so many tingz....chemistry,add mathz,english,red,dancing,bookz,partiez.....d list goes on n on n on......

d examz r juz around d corner n i m deamn scared.....wel liv has 2 go on doesn't it.......

wish me luck ppl....

adios!

cheese cake!

i hv no idea y...but tis morning around 7 sumting my mum was asking me 2 shut my phone alarm but it was actually her alarm tat was ringing.....d conversation as blow:

my mum n i both sleepily

mum:resh shut ur alarm....resh...resh....
me:huh wat?
mum:shut ur alarm
me:wat alarm?
mum:ur phone alarm....
me:my alarm's not ringing......it's urs......
mum:hiyoo....

i guess she was 2 sleepy tat she didn't wan 2 go 2 sum kursus in utm......haish....

n i had v.weird dreamz tat i was crying as in real.......poor me....

i woke up at 9 wit my phone alarm 'wake up call by maroon 5' ringing every 10mins or so....

i didn't go 2 scool...thr was koko 2day..instead i wen on9......bout 3 i wen 2 tanabalan tuition.....came back at 5 wit an headache n stomachache....

i hv been wundering....y r ppl sooooo interested in other ppl's liv......wat's their prob actually....
i've got kinda sick of ppl asking me quests of MY personal liv.......yeah i do agree tat every1 is at least tiny weeny bit interested in other ppl's secret but thr r certain limits 2 it....rit....

sumtimes i wld juz luv 2 lead a quiet liv in a unknown country surrounded by unknown ppl.....eating diif food,living a diff culture....everything totally new 2 me.....wldnt it b interesting....meeting new ppl ho wldn't b asking u bout ur personal stuff.....new ppl ho wuldn't make u rmbr of d past...if oni liv was as simple as tat.....

i hv aso been wundering hw m i suppose 2 find time 2 hang out wit al my frenz wen each n every1 of them has a diff interest........i really shld find more time 2 b wit my best frens especially 1 best fren ho isn't in d same scool as me so tat i cld tink back of d moments we had 2gether wen i go 2 seremban......i definitely wil miss d whole class of 4sc1,d lunatic gang,n a whole bunch of other ppl........it juz wldn't b d same without u ppl......

well liv is al bout living it rit......so i shall liv it as time is so short........i shall juz follow d flow.....

enough bout al tat crap......it's juz so pathetic.....

exams r on 5th may...n every1 in my class alredy look lyk we r dead or as if sum1 juz died n we r mourning over their loss.........i seriously blieve exams shld not b al bout memorising stuff without really understanding it......i tink d education system in d overseas shld b d kind of system tat our country shld b following......

tat's it bnout nw...i may not drop by tis blog 4 another month or so....i'll try my best 2 update it....so adios amigo 4 nw....

kem kepimpinan.....

woke up at 6.00 full of excitement....



wen 2 scool n heard laughter 4m d scool bus stop....2day was kem kepimpinan 4 d prefects......



i sat in d bus wit rasyiqah(chicken).....infront were cheryl n irene...at d back were aisyah n sindhu...bhind them were ramya n kavita...bhind them were juliette n nereeta......



we ate n talked d whole way...d journey was bout 1 hour......sindhu,ramya,kavita,juliette,nereeta, n i had a 2nd post mortem bout d choral speaking........it was v.sad actually....wen we reached d place wich was kem nakhoda in gelang patah,we didnt hv signal in our hps......ten we were given a talk......n split in2 4 groups......luckily sindhu,rasyiqah,aisyah,ramya,kavita,nereeta,juliette n i were in d same group...wich is group 2....



we did abseiling or sumting lyk tat....it was awesome...pretty scary at 1st but ten it was great...i wanted 2 do it gain......ten we had obstacles challenge.....d 1 st was 2 cross a titi.......

many fell in2 d river...but i didnt....i crouch ten i walked......ten we had 2 swing across d river using tyres...4 a day,i got 2 b tarzan........ten walk across d river gain in a bridge lyk tingy.....ten 6 of us.....umi,kavita,ramya,cheryl,sindhu, n i wen across d river in a boat lyk ting....we sang a cheer..

everywhere we go
everywhere we go(sindhu n i =)
ppl wan 2 noe
ppl wan 2 noe=)
ho we r
ho we r=)
so we tel them
so we tel them=)
we r 4m convent
we r 4m convent=)
mighty mighty convent
mighty mighty convent=)
aaaaeeeeoooo
aaaaeeeeoooo=)
aaaaaeee
aaaaeee=)
oooo
oooo=)
convent.....!!!!

whoohooooo!

ten i had 2 climb over a stack of tyres n al......man was it tiring or wat....

ten i wen jungle trekking...it was fun fun fun.....thr were swamps...1 was preety dip...let's juz say my hips deep......my shoe kinda got stuck n i cldt move...but ten it was ok......ten it started 2 rain....i was lyk wat d hecklah....my hair teruk teruk wet......

ten bout 4 sumting we left tat place.......in d bus all of us were tired......dog tired.....sindhu n i sat at d back...we took 2 seats each......we didnt talk much.......sindhu,kavita, n i juz heard songs on our hp n i fell asleep........ten wen we reach seta we were wide awakw n kinda gossiping bout u noe wat......ten we reach scool n my mm came n i wen back home....

d 1st ting i did wen i reached home was 2 put my dirty clothes 4 washing...ten had a gd bath 4 bout more ten 40 minutes......istarted sneezing ten.......wel it was obvious i got a flu...bound 2 hapen....wen 2 bed wit my hp n a roll of tissue.........

woke up middle of d nit 4 no idea y n walked to my study room ten i slept back...........wow!it was certainly a great day.....

a day 4 me 2 rmbr wen i go 2 ns...a day 4 me 2 rmbr al d enjoyable moments...a day whr i had tons of fun wit my nowhere 2 b found in tis world frens........

conspiration......

long time no rit...well i've been extremely buzy.......

i've got gd news...wich is none i tink........ n bad news....wich got tons of it...

bad news..1st.......

my scool lost in d choral speaking competition...seta won...though we dserved 2 win it....a conspiration hapend in ec wich is d place whr d comp was held....

wel we did our best n honestly u can ask ny1 present thr....we rocked.....u can ask d ec guyz as well....they tot we wld win...every1 did......even seta.......but d results were diff n gurlz being gurlz...we cried...actually i cried after a while..it was a bit malufying crying in a boyz scool...but tat's a gurlz nature..cant change tat....

nyway d reason we were all v.devastated is bcuz.....we dserved 2 win...d results were unfair....seta was supposed 2 b disqualified in d zon round bcuz their time was short......less ten 8 minutes...n they moved their legs,their script was drama lyk,n thr was clapping n al wich is al a nono.....

if we won fair n square we wldnt mind but al of us r damn pissed bcuz it wasnt fair.....1 of d judges were anti convent...y wld she want 2 b anti convent.....we did her no harm....

but ten......we d convent gurlz lost gracefully.......every1 knew ho d real winners were on tat day.....so it's ok ppl!convent is stil d best in many aspects....

2nd bad news...

i m goin 2 shift 2 seremban sumwhr in may tis year...i m so sad....thr r times wen liv is hard...wen tings arent so smooth but rather tough.....i m gonna miz al my frens...d lunatic gang n al....

ps:tq 2 al ho supported us especially sum of d ec ppl(u noe ho u r)......
sry if i've gone overboard but anger makes a person say terrible tings......
congratz 2 seta n gd luck 4 d nex round....
convent gurlz...we noe deep inside we r stil d champions.....
pics wil b added soon......wen i get it.....4m kogula....

o...really...part 2...

8.30

tat's d time i woke up......wit a v.bad dream...me haning a misunderstanding wit my best fren gawry......man it was scary....

i had wan tan mee 4 breakfast........yummmyyyy........i stil wan more...lol......ten did my physics 4 almost 2 hours......

out of a sudden yasheeny smsed me n said she's goin 2 die......i was lyk y....wat hapen...ten she said bcuz of add maths....well every 1 wans 2 die bcuz of physics,add maths,chem n etc......
seriously i can die......f4 is soooo not a honeymoon year...hoeva said it was.....i wish i was either 21 or 1 year old....noting 2 worry bout...

2day thr was no practise so i was stuck doing revision....2mr got 2 go 2 d stadium 4 mssd duty...it's goin 2 b so tiring......

nw i got 2 get back 2 studying chem n pa.....

gd luck 2 me.....

n we r goin 2 compete gainst seta again 4 d choral speaking....man can liv get any worse ten tis....

gd luck 2 me gain...

oh......really!

2day was fun or wat....................

d teachers didnt even bother 2 enter d class.....................at 9 i wen off 4 my choral speaking...
n i m bursting 2 say tis...............we won.!convent won!whooohoooooooooooo...........man m i happy or wat.............

breakfast wit d loonatics was fun.........i m juz so happy i hv no idea wat 2 rit 1st bcuz thr is 2 many tings 2 say...............

so i'll save wat i hv 2 say 2mr .........n i m goin 2 go party nw.....hahaha.....

welcome 2 my liv.....

2day i had soooooooo much fun at scool.....it was awesome.........

i had 2 use my pefect's attire 2day bcuz i confirm prefect....it was a bit scary...i mean d thought of oni me using prefect attire at scool kept on crossing my mind....but i was so rong....classes were BORING....

but..............................................................................

after recess i wen 4 my choral speaking practise so i cld skip class.........practise was fun but d f2's were annoying.....wat do i say...juniors...so blur.....having lunch wit d loonatics is fun...d loonatics r made up of chicken(rasyiqah),evy,sindhu,jia rong,ramya,kogula,kanaga,mansheetal,kavita,michelle,n irene.....o ya n not 4getting me.....hahaha...no offense guyz......

seriously i hv neva had so much fun b4...at least not in f4.....n kogula brought her handphone 2 scool........but she had a solid reason 4 it...nyway using her hp wit 8 prefects around was crazy...n puting 8 prefects post on danger was so cruel of her....hahaha....

4got 2 tel 1 ting...prandhu apologised but sory no cure.....nolah actually i 4gave him......

n sad 2 say but so true.......d primary scool gurlz were way btr ten us in choral speaking but we stil rock............seriously we hv d brains,d looks n d style...........hahaha..............i speak noting but d truth..........

so we r goin 2 win tis ting...we r al in tis 2 gether ppl..........juz do wat sharpay did in hsm b4 we go on stage n d victory is definitely ours....

nw i got 2 get back 2 my hw..............adios amigo!

rain rain go away....cum again another day....

yday was awesome......my wish came true....i ate ice-cream in d rain..........nw i m down wit a flu.....luv d ice cream...hate d flu......

n i m stil roaming around d house wit my jacket......my so called best fren asked whtr i was angry wit him...wat kind of quest is tat?duh obviously i m ......i m not goin 2 reply d sms bcuz i hv had enough.....i cant keep on giving in....it's time 4 him 2 beg 4 4givness......hahahaha.......but i stil dun feel rit...wat he did was so rong....shld i or shldnt i b angry...

hmmmmm....a point 2 ponder on.....

4 nw i'll juz make myself a hot cocoa n go back 2 sleep...gd nit....zzzzzzz....

funny stuff

hahahahaha...........................

i really can laugh 2day....i wen 2 scool n thr was no place 2 do d choral speaking practise so we dcided 2 practise in front of th Mother Mary statue.....on d steps....hahaha....ny1 ho passed by convent wld hv seen us...we were displaying our talent 2 them....

n ten it started 2 drizzle so we wen 2 d scool bus stop n we did our practise thr hahaha......
pity our conductor kogula she was so helpless...n d f2's were annoying.......i scolded them...they dserved it......n ten d sun came out n we were lyk shoot we got 2 go back 2 d statue....

sindhu said even nature didnt lyk us..n i saw d cutest mushrooms in d scool field.....'cendawan tumbuh selepas hujan'.......but til nw i m stil kinda angry at my so called fren...bother....

liv is so complicating...argghhh!

luv

such a powerful word......n makes me sick....

a word tat landed me in trouble....not my fault...d particular person asked 4 my help n i helped...is helping so rong?nyway i m out of d trouble thankfull but i stil hate tat word...

it sucks.....a word wich is not in my dictionary not 4 nw....i dont even noe y ppl wan 2 fall in luv..waste of time n money....

but i realised guyz nwdays dun oni go 4 d looks....gd.....but gurlz nwdays do...at least majority does..me?i m neutral....

as conclusion...k i m being 2 scientific 2day.....luv shldnt b kept locked in d heart..it shld flow out...thr's giv n take in it.....n UNDERSTANDING is a muz in luv....so i luv my mum....n not 4getting daniel radcliffe...hahahaha.......

problematic day....

i woke up at 8.30.....not wanting 2 go 2 scool...but noting cld b changed...

wen 2 scool n every1 were lyk zombies roaming around d scool...sum of d ex f5's were thr 2 take their results....pretty scary....until 10.30 i didnt do nyting except walking thr n here clueless....looking at all d varied expressions....

trouble came bout tat time....actually much earlier bout 10.00 or so...woke up prandhu 4m sleep by givin him a call n he was murmuring more lykly ten talking....had 2 do it 2 help solve a prob....it was a nightmare...

ten my liv saver gawry saved d day n all of us lived happily ever after..k not exactly a fairytale ending...but d prob was solved.....tired of standing d whole day doing noting but talking...

1.00

tat's d time i came back home....tired n al wit not much credit left in my hp.....pretty pissed off bout tat.....

no idea wat's goin 2 happen after tis but i really lyk my dialogue in choral speaking...bye!

boring same day

helo...

as usual woke up at let me see
9.15 but kept d alarm at 8.00..
had so many smses....al wanting me 2 go 2 scool 2 torture my liv....

wen 2 scool as usual 4 my choral speaking practise...kinda dumb actually...juz wen chit chatted wit d whole gang n acting as though d scool belonged 2 us...

came back at 12.30...realllyyyyyy wanted 2 go cs...2 bad....ate lunch wich was ok....
really miz my mum since she's not at home...mizzz her cooking....m on9 since 4.00 or 2.00...called my fren talked a while ten on 9 gain...

at nit i've got 2 do homework...got lotz.....f4 really sucks...
worst year in my scool liv i suppose...

tat's al 4 nw....hope 2 hv a btr day 2mr.....hopefully my wonderful annoyingly sweet fren does cum 2 scool 2mr...